Sharmaine Poh
single ♥
sweet 17
09/11/1991
Ngee Ann poly
Business Studies

Friday, October 31, 2008 / 7:15 PM

Thursday, October 30, 2008 / 1:28 PM

hello people ! sorry for the lack of updates . have been really lazy to blog luh . this week , i had apparently done alot of things . where should i start ? haha . lets see :

wednesday - went out with baby after school . headed to jurong point to watch high school musical 3 . we actually wanted to watch the coffin . baby thought there was sneak preview but obviously , there was none :( then our second choice was max phayne . but the timing was too late for us . so out of no choice , we watched high school musical . i thought it was quite alright but baby complained that it was boring . then i was like 'got vanessa hudgens leh' . LOL . so yah , headed home after that .

monday - went out with baby ! :D first , we went to the cathay to eat suki sushi . i treated baby cos i received $200 from my grandpapa . hoho D: we both didn't eat much cos we got full quite fast . sad to say . then baby brought me to his cousin's manicure shop to get my nails done ! first time doing it leh . so cool & so nice ! haha . did nail art too(: original price was like $32 . but of cos , we recieved discount . THANKS JOANNA ! i'll bring my friends over some time . then we headed over to suntec to .. *dirty lil secret !* HOHO . baby , i'm looking fwd to saturday can ? :D i bet you are too . tee-hee .

thats about all i guess ? LOL . too many stuff to blog in a short time & i can't remember ! baby & i haven't been really quarrelling nowadays , so thats great uh ? i just hope things will stay like this & perhaps , better :D i love you baby .

off to eat lunch in school !

Thursday, October 23, 2008 / 8:42 PM

konbanwa ! :D

sorry for the lack of updates . been really lazy this few days . anyway , some high-lights for this week : jap lesson was really fun ! learnt quite alot . haha . previous lesson was on asking for phone numbers , hobbies & where you stay . had quite alot of interaction with new jap classmates . (i changed class you see) haha . i'm like looking fwd to attend jap lesson only . the rest of the modules is like .. argh ! esp DSS . my god . i thought i was done with ITB alr . suddenly popped up one DSS mondule . pfft . sucks big time .

i love friday . cause i only have school for 2 hours . & its like damn slack module . life management skills . LOL . teaches us more about ourselves & like anger management . i think it'll be very useful to me luh . anger management . HAHAHA . seriously , i ought to master that skill of controlling my short-fused temper . so anyway , last week i couldn't find my way to blk 50 (the damn haunted one) lucky saw one new classmate who apparently , recieved the last minute notice too that the venue had been changed to blk 50 . so talked to her & headed to blk 50 tgt . we had difficulties getting there can ? so we were late . but we aint the latest . LOL . & yeah , carina is in my class ! :D i didn't know luh . she's damn adorable(: & sweet . haha .

tutorials had started this week . i'm super lazy to do can ? go to class without anything done . even if have , also alot blanks . seriously , i can't find the drive i had last sem . no motivation to do any work or what-so-ever . how ?! i heard poa was terrible last sem . alot people failed & are re-taking it this sem . though i've learnt it before but .. i've clean forgotten about them . ALL . & i threw my tb & notes away alr . i think :( sigh . damn poa .

Labels : baby , i'm missing you alr . can't wait for tmr to crash your lectures with you & for saturday to spend quality time with you . i wished you know how much i love you . i know i've been kinda hay-wire these few days . driving both you & myself to insanity but i do care . every time i say i can't be bothered with you , you should know the more i'm bothered . its hard for me not to be me . hope you understand . i'm still trying , very hard .

Monday, October 20, 2008 / 4:41 PM

today is apparently the most embarrassing day of my life . you'll know why in a couple of minutes .

the day started off fine actually . dragged myself out of my comfy bed , prepared myself & went to school as usual . when i reached clementi station , the bus stop was super crowded (as usual) . just hate the morning rush seriously . everyone is like rushing here & there . rushing to board the train ; rushing to board the bus . the adults just can't seem to wait . they can just stand right infront of you , when clearly you had came first & they treat you like invisible . i can missed up to 5 trains in the morning because of kia-su ppl like them . & surprisingly , not all are aunties ya ? those china man & foreign workers worse . they can come in a group & just stand right infront of the arrow w/o queueing . somehow , i wished i was in TP . liddat can avoid the damn crowded train towards boon lay every morning .

oh , anyway , i'm side-tracking . LOL . as i was saying , i reached clementi station . yes . i waited for bus . while waiting , there's this girl who kept staring at my skirt . so i thought prolly i sat on something dirty or what . i turned & tried to look . but damn , there was nothing on my skirt what ! but she kept staring . was quite pissed luh . hate it when people stare at me . like wtf ? i'd appreciate if you could tell me please . even if it'd embarrass me . rather than you keep quiet & let me continue embarrassing myself right ? so i fuck care her & board the NP shuttle bus . was noticing if there were other people who were staring at my skirt .

so , when i reached school , saw yanzhen . went to LT20 tgt . was complaining to her about the girl & even asked yanzhen to help me see if my skirt was dirty or what . she said no , there's nothing on it . she said prolly the girl was thinking why my legs so skinny , thats why kept staring at my skinny legs . LOL . but hey ! i aint proud to be skinny luh . i wanna be FAT FAT FAT . like at least 42kg ?

had business law lecture . was being a diligent student , busy taking down notes & stuff . after the lecture , headed to MAEC tutorial at blk 72 . while walking , suddenly , my friends behind me asked if my skirt was translucent or something . i said no then i asked why . they said they could see through it & even told me what colour i was wearing ! i was like OMFG . they could even spot the little bunny i had on it luh ! ahhh ! damn paiseh can ? i couldn't stop lauging then . so paiseh but hilarious at the same time . i wondered how many people had seen my bunny :( i even asked my friend to count how many bunnies were there . LOL . okay , thats not the point . lucky i wore a long shirt today . so i un-tucked my shirt & yes , it covered up my butt perfectly :D no more pink bunnies or what-so-ever .

baby , don't kill me please . i really didn't know it'd show ! now i know . LOL . i swear to myself i aint gonna wear that skirt again . & i hope the people at the bus stop don't recognise me . pfft ! most embarrassing day of my life . thats all folks ! :D

Labels : when i met you i liked you , when i liked you i loved you & when i loved you i lost you .

Friday, October 17, 2008 / 5:20 PM

lazy to blog about what had been going on for the past few days . took some pictures . enjoy [:

To baby : 这感觉已经不对 , 我努力在挽回 .
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给 .
这感觉已经不对 , 我最后才了解 .
一页页不忍翻阅的情节 , 你好累 .
你默背为我掉过几次泪 , 多憔悴 .
而我心碎 , 你受罪 , 你的美我不配 .

To dearest jiahui : thanks for always being there for me . or rather , for us . you're really a great friend :D dun worry , no matter what happened to us , i'll be strong . i can't always rely on you to solve it for me right ? i can't imagine if you weren't around yesterday .. what'd become of me or us ? i guess you finally saw how 'dramatic' can we be huh ? i'm sorry we took up your time tgt with him & everything . stay happy with him always .

Labels : It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go . But it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be .

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 / 7:04 PM

2nd day of school was boring as well . had poa & business management lectures in the morning till 1 . i didn't fucking prepare my own notes & had to trouble yanzhen to lend me her notes to photocopy . all my friends had their own notes except me :( damn . i feel so paiseh sometimes . i'm always so reliant on others . thats bad isn't it ? =/

& MY FAVOURITE EYE CANDY IS IN THE SAME CLASS AS ME ! :D was damn happy . she's really pretty yo ! hahaha . baby was 'jealous' . silly isn't he ? you know i still love you ! sometimes , i feel so les luh . seriously . i seem to notice pretty girls more often . i swear in school , i never look at guys intentionally . not to mention if they're walking towards me directly in my direction luh .

anyway , DSS was boring . i'm totally not interested in excel spreadsheet . & i think i suck at it . imagine in the months to come , there'll be PBL on DSS . i can seriously die luh . rawr . but the tutor was nice & let us off 1 hr early :D slacked at library with huifen while waiting for baby to end school . showed her 'hard gay' & some jap prank shows . baby was released 1 hr early too . was happy INITIALLY but some small stuffs happened . yeah , i admit i'm in the wrong (as always) but i hugged you & yet you asked me not to touch you . how's that luh mr sim ? :( but in the end , it was resolved . & i'm glad it did .

yay ! no school for me tmr ! going out with girlfriends to watch movie at vivo . the only sad thing is that i still have to head back to school for jap . i'm sooo looking forward to it but i'm kinda lazy to go back luh . i heard yuling is going back too for squash . hope she's going back . *crosses my fingers* if not , i'll have to travel alone ! rawr .

Labels : i think i'm moving but i go nowhere .

Monday, October 13, 2008 / 6:26 PM

1st day of school was damn boring . had business law lecture . sounds pretty interesting but like alot of memory work . & law is like very wide-based ? LOL . after that , lunch-ed in school with girlfriends(: then queued for jap notes . the queue was long & we waited for like half an hour or so . super happy to get my notes ! :D can't wait to start jap on wed luh . haha . anyway , i was informed that for first week of school no tutorials . which means my time-table very slack this week ! YEAH-NESS . i've no school on wed :D the only bad things is baby's time-table doesn't quite match with mine . rawr . he has 3 days ending at 5 . can you believe it ? i've only 2 days ending at 4 , 2 days ending at 1 & friday ending at 12 . sounds great ? haha . i think so too ! but its really a pity baby's time-table sucks :(

anyway , after that went over SP to meet baby . gave him a small surprise :D he didn't expect me to be at dover . LOL . ahhh ! gave him a big big hug . cos its been 2 days since i last saw him ? & 2 days is not short lor i tell you . it seems like YEARS to me . heh . headed to marina square & pei him eat . singapore is really small & boring . want to shop also like have been to that place for umpteen times alr . so in the end , headed home :( but we managed to take some nice pictures ! [: i just realised we don't have much pictures taken tgt . how sad .



Labels : love is the way i feel when i can't imagine my life w/o you .

Saturday, October 11, 2008 / 11:33 AM

hungry ghost :D

Wednesday, October 8, 2008 / 9:47 PM

watched 'house bunny' with baby at ehub today . pretty cool & funny movie . the movie is about this group of girls who are not so pretty & sexy trying to save their house by gaining popularity . shows how realistic humans are huh ? only mixing around with good-looking people & discriminating against the not-so-good-looking ones . are looks really that important ? so anyway , they went through major transformations . from their hair , to make-ups , dressing & yes .. the most important one - breasts . they all became super pretty & hot . soon , they were catching guys attention & becoming more popular . but they felt that they were not themselves anymore . they were beginning to discriminate people according to their looks . they were not happy . at all . though they have the guys they wanted , the looks , the figure , the attention , everything . they want to become to who they were in the past . so no more make-ups , fancy hair & water bras . morale of the whole movie ? everyone grows old & ugly one day . you can't take your beauty with you when you die . confidence is what makes a girl pretty & sexy :D

but how ironic is that ? after the movie , baby was telling me how pretty i'll look even without my make-up . (FYI : i only put on foundation , concealer & lip gloss . i've quit putting eye liner , blush & eye shadow .) i dunno if he's for real but i just feel reliant on them . so where the fuck did my confidence about how i look goes ? whats with the beauty isn't everything ? how fucking ironic .

every girl deserves to shine . no matter if you're tall , short , skinny or fat . there's no ugly girls in the world ; only lazy girls . being a girl is so tiring . sometimes . you have to give birth , you have to keep yourself young-looking or else your husband will run with another woman , you have to have curvy figures , you have to dress well & carry yourself well , you have to keep your body in shape & complexion well . & the list of 'have to(s)' goes on like there's no tmr . why are make-ups for girls only ? why do we have so many clothes to choose from ? dresses , skirts , t-shirts , hot pants , jeans , halter tops , off shoulder tops , tank tops & etc . even our shoes , there's so many patterns . variety of make-ups : loose powder , pressed powder , foundation , eye liner , eye shadow , mascara , blusher , lip gloss & lipstick . variety of facial products : cleansers , toners , moisturizers , masks & whitening . variety of hair styles : ( lazy to name ) .

i dunno what i'm trying to drive at too . LOL . perhaps , in short , love us for who we are & not what we are . its really not easy being a girl . & that is why guys ought to spend on us . XD if you want me to be pretty , give me the $ to buy lots of make-ups , facial products & to hire a hair stylist . if you want me to dress well , give me the $ to buy lots of nice clothes . if you want me to be sexy & look perfect in every angle , give me the $ to under-go plastic surgery then . & if you cant do it , stop expecting so much . baby , i aint referring to you .

okay , i think i should stop . i dunno why am i saying so much . i'm just typing everything that comes to my mind . this post is crap . damn .

Labels : don't fucking judge people .

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 / 10:25 AM

ohayo gozaimasu ! :D

today's our 15th month ! hahaha . baby might be coming over to my house later to register for his school's GEMS thingy . & my grandfather is bringing me to eat KFC for lunch later ! [: triple happiness !

baby says he has a surprise for me :D its not too difficult to guess what is it . but .. i don't wanna spoil the surprise by guessing now . haha . i made something for him . spent quite some time doing it so i hope he likes it . i've been rather broke so i decided to make something instead of buying gifts . & anyway , hand-made gifts are more precious ya ? i mean its like .. the whole world only he has it ! its special & proves sincerity(:

i wonder what time will he be coming . i'll be leaving soon for KFC alr . i can't stop craving for the fiery BBQ chicken drumlets & cheese fries . yum yum . i wanna get fat ! seriously . no matter how much i eat , i never seem to put on weight . my weight is still stuck at a fucking 39kg . pfft ! baby says my stomach has worms . LOL . but i think i've high metabolism ? ah , whatever it is , i still wanna get fat ! any remedy people ? :(

OH .. & i wanna complain about baby's school . his timetable sucks ! everyday we end at different time . we can't meet to go home tgt anymore :( argh ! his longest day is like 8-5 ? wtf right ? the school is practically torturing their students luh . on some days , he has unknown 3 hours break before the next lesson starts . how stupid can the school gets ? don't they know thats such a turn-off & students are most likely gonna pon ? AND .. for the previous sem , they had papers in the evening . 6-8 . how are the students gonna score well huh ? what a fucked up time is that ? how are they going to eat their dinner ? eating before the paper starts is going to get them all sleepy . paper in the morning is the best . you're all fresh & awake . after the paper , we can go out chill & slack somemore . i don't hate that school but i'm just stating the facts . no offence .

i'm looking foward to school starts . can't wait to find out who are my new classmates . each sem , we get to choose our own timetable & we get to meet different classmates(: how cool is that ? haha . & my jap lesson is starting ! :D

Monday, October 6, 2008 / 9:51 PM

went to baby's house today . supposed to meet at 12 but i was half an hour early . went to whitesands to buy ingredients for lunch & rented some DVDs from 'video ezy' . spent quite some time choosing what to watch & in the end , we rented 'click' , 'i know who killed me' & 'the amityville horror' [:

reached his house & he began cooking my favourite mee soup ! damn nice & spicy . haha . & he cooked prata with curry for himself . we watched 'the amityville horror' first . as you know , i love horror shows ! generally , i'd give it a rating of 7.5/10 . it wasn't THAT scary . there was a fair bit of gore & one sexual scene .

next , we watched 'i know who killed me' . lindsay lohan acted in the show as female main character . i'd give it a rating of 5.5/10 . the plot was generally messy . its kinda hard to understand each part . even till the end , i don't really get the whole picture . & baby was trying to explain to me . LOL . i must say , she's hot :D the show's pretty gore . with some sadistic killer going around amputing people's body parts . lindsay lohan's finger came off for no reason & she stitched it back . she woke up in the morning in a pool of blood for no reason too . you won't understand the movie till you watched finished . which apparently , i still couldn't understand after everything :( oh ya , there was one sexual scene . which baby said was the catch of the whole movie . pfft !

we haven't watched 'click' though . haha . so anyway , i had fun spending days like that with him(:

p.s : all sexual scenes above do not include revealing of vital organs . heh . don't be too disappointed ya ? :D

Saturday, October 4, 2008 / 7:56 PM

HELLO :D

i've been spending the past few days with baby(: like finally can ? haha . though some of those days spent were not very eventful & enjoyable .. but i'm still glad to have spent it with him ! anyway , summary of yesterday's & today's events :

friday - went out with baby . headed to AMK hub & watched 'eagle eye' . very nice movie(: i'd give it a rating of 8/10 . shopped around & trained home . didn't see any white shoes that i like . damn , i've been shopping for it since ages . & none seem to have caught my eye :( anyway , baby promised to have dinner with me but in the end , he changed his mind .

today - baby went for street soccer with his friends early in the morning . i woke up at around 930 in order to help baby buy his vacumm cleaner from the audio house . but damn , the queue was fucking long luh . so in the end , didn't managed to buy it . i'm sorry baby :( went back home , prepared myself & left the house at 12 to meet baby at tampines . & thats when i had a sudden change of mood . i was all moody & pissed . i dunno why too ! why am i always like that ? :( argh . anyway , sorry again baby . for upsetting you whenever i'm like that . i didn't wish for myself to be like that also .. sigh . thanks to baby's tolerance & patience , i got better in no time . ate at loyang point & slacked at his house . left his house at around 3 for church classes . thanks baby for sending me there , waiting there & sending me home ! :D how sweet right ? haha . what an eventful day !

all in all , i enjoyed myself with baby totally(: & next week , we get to spend every day tgt ! can't wait . i love you baby <3

Labels : it seems forever is not long enough .

Thursday, October 2, 2008 / 7:54 PM

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