Sharmaine Poh
single ♥
sweet 17
09/11/1991
Ngee Ann poly
Business Studies
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 / 11:39 AM
i can't seem to know whats going on . i'm quite sure things are not the same anymore & i just don't love you as much . you wanna hang on . you want me to go back & make things right . we tried these few days . how many times we break and patch these few days ? everyday its like this . i can't take it , neither can you . then why ? why bother doing all these ? just leave things the way they are on thursday lah . no point saving it . & again , plans made for this entire week are ruined . disappointment . i'd rather be disappointed now than everyday . you go think about it lah . you are the one forcing things to be like that . i've alr told you to let it go . you believed we can make it through but its all crap , you should know . its impossible . i don't wanna try anymore . pointless . i didn't give my heart to anybody , you just lost it . you asked why must you treat me nice when i'm treating you so badly these few days . thats because i've made it clear i'm tired & i want to break with you . how you expect me to treat you nice ? & since i aint gonna do that , you're not going to treat me nice also . then ? THEN ? tell me lah , whats the point Mr Sim ? i'm not being heartless , its just logical . i'm glad you had enough of my nonsense also cause it makes things easier now . easier for us to say goodbye . isn't everything perfect now ? you live your life the way you want it , i live mine . please please please don't contact me anymore . i hate being wishy-washy .
goodbye to love ,
hello to singlehood .
Monday, December 29, 2008 / 12:11 PM
It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe we're the same
But either way I can't breathe
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by
Take my pain away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Goodbye .
Saturday, December 27, 2008 / 7:30 PM
(1)
Ah Beng approaches a beautiful woman in a supermarket.
"I've lost my girlfriend" he tells Ah Lian.
"Can you stand here and talk to me for a few minutes?"
"Sure, but I don't understand how that would help?" Ah Lian replies.
"Well, every time I talk to a woman with tits like yours, my girlfriend will appear out of nowhere."
(2)
Ah Beng said to Ah Lian, “I will take a photo of your breasts and frame it .”
Ah Lian said to Ah Beng, “I will take a photo of your penis and enlarge it.”
(3)
After a durian shopping trip, Ah Beng and Ah Lian rode a motorbike home.
Ah Lian held on to the 2 big durians one on each hand.
When they rode over a hump, Ah Beng heard a loud bang.
He asked Ah Lian: "Lewlian wu kalau boh? (durians got dropped or not?)."
Ah Lian shouted: "boh kalau lah!"
So, Ah Beng continued with the journey.
When they reached home, Ah Beng was shocked to see that Ah Lian was not wearing her helmet. He asked Ah Lian: "Where is your helmet?"
Ah Lian was very angry and replied: "Just now I oredi told you 'boh kalau' (helmet drop)!"
(4)
Teacher: "Class, do you know the meaning of parents?"
Ah Beng: "Yes, teacher, it means father and mother"
Teacher: "Good. Can you give me an example?"
Ah Beng: "Sure. Cowboy's parents means cowboy's father and mother. Also can say Cowboy's father is Cow Pay and Cowboy's mother is Cow Boo. So if they walk together, we can say they are "Cow Pay Cow Boo".
(5)
Dr. Quek made a routine house call to Ah Beng, one of his elderly patients.
He asks, "And how are you doing today, Ah Beng?"
Ah Beng replies, "I feel just fine, doc. But you know, it's the strangest thing. Every night when I get up to pang jio, the bathroom light goes on for me automatically when I open the door!"
The doctor is worried that the old man is getting senile, so he phones the man's son, and the son's wife answers. The doctor tells her, "Mrs. Lim, I'm a little concerned about your father-in-law. It seems that when he gets up to urinate at night and opens the bathroom door, the light somehow goes on..."
At which point, Mrs. Lim yells, "Ah Seng! Ah Pa pang jio in the fridge again!"
(6)
Ah Beng with two red ears went to his doctor.
doctor asked him what had happened to his ears and he answered," I was ironing a shirt and the phone ring lor. but instead of picking up the phone, I accidentally picked up the iron and stuck it to my ear. So Kena lor!"
"Oh Dear!" the doctor exclaimed in disbelief. "But, what happened to the other ear?"
Ah Beng: "That stupid fellow called back again loh!"
(7)
Ah Beng and Ah Seng went to a hawker centre.
Ah Seng noticed the hygiene grades issued by the Ministry of Health pasted at each stall and asked Ah Beng, "Eh, the 'A', 'B', 'C' and 'D' stand for what ah?"
Ah Beng snorted and said, "Aiyah, this sort of thing you also dunno!
'D' stand for 'delicious', 'C' stand for 'can eat', 'B' stand for 'buay sai' (cannot) and 'A' stand for 'Alamak!'
(8)
Ah Seng wants to make love with Ah Lian but he is afraid that Ah Lian will get pregnant, so he approaches his friend Ah Beng for advice.
Ah Beng said "Aiya, very easy one lah. Nah, take this packet of condoms and follow the instructions, nothing will happen one."
So Ah Seng took the condom and at night made love to Ah Lian.
Two months later, Ah Seng looked for Ah Beng and told him that Ah Lian is pregnant.
"Cannot be what, did you follow the instructions or not?" asks Ah Beng.
"Na-bei! Got lah. The box says "Stretch the condom over organ before intercourse, I got no organ, so I stretch it over my piano loh."
(9)
One day, Ah Beng & Ah Seng were walking down the Chinatown when they saw something in their path.
"Wait!" cried Ah Beng. "Wat is tat huh?"
"Yah hor! Be careful leh," warned Ah Seng.
"Wat is it?" They approached the thing and looked at it very closely.
"Eee look like shit lah!" say Ah Beng.
"Hmmm... smell like shit also!" say Ah Seng after taking a deep breathe.
Ah Beng then poked the thing with his one finger, raised the finger to his lips, tasted it and said, "Tastes like shit!"
Ah Seng pushed his finger right through the thing and stick out his tongue to lick. With confidence, he said,
"Confirm is shit!"
Then they smiled at each other,
"WAH! Lucky we didn't step on it."
sharmaine says : " i'm bored ! D: "
Friday, December 26, 2008 / 11:41 AM
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I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye .
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye .
Thursday, December 25, 2008 / 5:02 PM
"It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else, but it is more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you ."
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL ! D: just came back from Suntec City with my parents(: just realised it has been so long since i went out with them . the good thing about going out with them is that i don't have to bring a single cent out ! haha . so dearest mummy bought me a pair of shoes & 2 tops . i want like 2 more pair of shoes . she says she will give me money buy(: haha . had a hard time persuading her luh . she asks how many legs i have , why need so many shoes . LOL . i really need more tops . cos i've been spending alot on dresses !
some phone calls came & spoilt my mood INITIALLY . got quite angry with myself . why should i be bothered by what he said right ? contradicting . so yup , after that alright alr . didn't let what he told me bothered me . anyway , its none of my business(: i should feel happy instead . with her , he might change his mind about me . so that will save me alot of trouble .
watched 'Yes Man' yesterday . SUPER HILARIOUS i tell you :D damn ! really can make you laugh your ass off . especially when someone's laughter is so contagious . heh heh . i'd give it a rating of 8.5/10 . i don't mind watching it & 'twilight' again luh .
lousy lousy christmas :(
last christmas i gave you my heart
but the very next day you gave it away .
this year to save me from tears
i give it to someone special .
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 / 10:00 AM
想笑来伪装自己掉下的眼泪
点点头承认自己会怕黑
我只求能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给
想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界好像只有我疲惫
无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
天灰灰会不会让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违
累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
会不会让我入睡有谁安慰
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是另一种美 .
i can't sleep . you just destroyed everything that we had . i'm so disappointed in you . i knew it was a mistake right from the start . if you haven't been threatening me , we'd have broken up by now . hate myself for being soft-hearted , allowing myself to get hurt again & again . you're one big liar . you just love lying don't you ? difficult to kick the habit uh ? i've told you i hate bloody liars . & that just goes to show how guilty you are . if you aint one of them , what for lie to me ? i hate you . i really do . stop being such a gay & keep hurting yourself to stop me from leaving you . i cant stand you anymore . lies after lies . i wonder how your friends stand you . oh , i forgot . you're an angel infront of them . you treat them like kings . so you won't dare to lie to them . you're afraid you'd be left out . tsk tsk . how sad . i threw away everything you gave me . & i'm not gonna let you see me tmr . don't bother coming to find me once you reach s'pore . go on & complain to your friends how unreasonable i am . i don't care . you're at fault asshole . don't bother begging me to stay like how you usually did . i won't . i had enough of your dirty lies . i hope your mouth rots or something . thanks for the presents you bought for me but forget it lah .. you can give it to some other girls or throw them away . i don't want them . go & be single like your friends lah . they must have inspired you to right ? they don't need to buy card to call gf , they can look at whoever they want to . i won't ever forgive you . there's no turning back . you didn't keep up to your promise . you won't wanna know what i did to your oh-so-cute-lil-rabbit . this is what you get dude . i want to be free from you . i've always said you deserve a better girl than me , i was wrong . i deserve someone better than you i realised . its really amazing we've been tgt for 17 months . or should i say we've suffered & wasted each other's time for 17 months . i'm proud to be single again , rather to be called your girl . go on & hurt yourself , bang your head on the wall/scratch your arms lah . you're only good at doing that & acting pathetic . i'm so sorry to say . you look so horrible when you cry . seriously . i've never hate someone like this before . you're the first one . be honoured . read this & get this in you head . i don't wanna love someone like you anymore . its tiring . you're just wasting my time and effort . making false promises & hurting me . i think i've gave you fair amt of chances . since you don't treaure them then forget it . i hate you . & i really mean HATE . so just fuck off from my life get it ?
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 / 5:31 PM
just reached home . took a long bus ride home . 70% because i want seats ; another 30% because i didn't wanna go home early . yan zhen was very nice as usual being my listening ear . think this is the 2nd or 3rd time she sat down & actually listen to me know . thank you ! [: i'm really glad i always meet good friends ard me . on the bus , there was a baby 小强 crawling on my feet . usually , i'd have stood up & screamed my lungs out . but surprisingly , i acted calmly today . i swept it off & changed seat . i didn't have any big reaction , neither did i scream . OMG . i'm so proud of myself(: prolly because of my PMS bah . didn't bother to waste energy screaming at 小强 . i thought alot during the bus ride . my mood changes as the songs i'm listening to changes . i don't know why but today , something struck me to wonder why i seldom see any bus conductors alr . i was wondering if it has anything to do with technology - EZ Link . like if we don't tap , the bus driver sure know one mah . so what for need bus conductor to check ? last time put coins mah , so maybe can cheat . i was still in awe that technology actually can replaces human in alot things when someone clad in white suddenly stood beside me . IT WAS A BUS CONDUCTOR . wtf ! i mean .. he really scared the shit out of me . & my trail of thoughts were being disturbed . i took out my ez-link & handed over to him . after that i didn't think of stupid things anymore . in case it starts to rain gumballs :D hahaha . i waited throughout the bus ride , no phone calls from him .
i went to bathe & stuff . i hung my hp inside the bathroom in case he calls or something . i was thinking what if he calls when i'm washing my hair ? like got the shampoo all over , how am i suppose to pick up ? at the thought of that , i decided not to waste time & faster bathe . in case he really calls . i don't wanna wet my hp . as i was like rubbing my scalp , my hp rang . i was like 'oh shit ..' i have like shampoo , bubbles & whatever not on my hair , face & hand . i can't even open my eyes . but i didn't care so much . i used my towel to wipe away all the shampoo on my face and hand & just picked it up . talked for like 7 mins & i kupped his call again . can't help it ! i don't know why i just can't seem to talk to him nicely .
some pictures taken for project purposes :
thats all i think . the rest i look super ugly :( hate the flash . & gosh , i just noticed the last few pictures that yan zhen took for me as candid are seriously unglam . she zoomed in too much ! :(
alright , so i'm in school now doing project . think we're finishing soon alr . but that doesn't make me any happier . he's at Sunway Lagoon now . prolly having fun & checking out hot babes in bikini . damn . & to make things worse , i'm actually having my period now ! serious moodswings . he must be glad he's not around to suffer . argh . the pain is like killing me . my friends tell me not to think too much . i'm trying & i mean it . i'm trying to keep my mind off negative thoughts . i tried to laugh with my friends & act normal . but deep down , i know i'm not okay . blame it on the moodswings which kinda make me worse off . he last called me at 11am telling me he'll be leaving soon . at that time , i was very pissed off . i have no idea why too . so i kupped his call & he didn't call back . (i knew he wouldn't) i haven't ate anything from morning till now . no appetite . my 3 ulcers haven't got any better .
"If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk in my garden forever."
i was so happy to recieve baby's call at 10pm yesterday(: actually he called at about 5 plus alr . but think the card no more money then suddenly put down . so he topped up another $20 . thanks baby ! so we chatted for about 25 minutes . i don't know whats his friend's problem . is there anything wrong with him calling his gf ? they seem to be like .. i don't know . not understanding i guess ? since they're all single . LOL . can't blame them lah huh ? but was quite pissed by what they said . baby told me not to be bothered by them . before we hung up , baby did a utterly sweet thing ! he shouted 'I LOVE YOU BABY' loudly 3 times ! :D haha . i could hear his friends whining at the background saying how mushy he is . haha . i'm really shocked & like very happy(: after we put down , i hugged his rabbit to sleep . my mum's complaining how dirty is the rabbit . LOL . but its okay , got his smell leh :D i'm serious ! he smells really nice . i'm beginning to miss his smell alr .. 2 MORE DAYS !
I can't remember when you weren't there
I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do .
Monday, December 22, 2008 / 8:28 AM
i don't know why sometimes when i try to do nice things for others or try to be nice & i mean really try .. i don't get appreciated . instead , when i failed even when i tried , i don't get any form of encouragement & i get nasty stuffs . i don't like to be naggy or sticky towards anybody . i don't want anybody to be dreprived of anything because of me . i tried to understand your wants & needs . i tried to give in to whatever you want , hoping that you'll be happy . i don't purposely do things to try & spoil your mood or what . i don't know why i must get all these . & you made me feel so sticky & irritating . i hate it . i just wished you could go happily also . you should know it won't be easy for me . you're always so nochalent towards my feelings . you just care about what you want/don't want . what you like/don't like . of course i know stopping you is of no use . i know how badly you wanted to go with your friends . & its like no big deal . there's no need to kick up a big fuss . i'm not that silly & irritating . i know it all . but i just hope that you could at least see things from my point of view that i've never came across things like that before . i'm not used to it . this is the first time for the both of us . you didn't . you only cared about your friends . you feel that there's no need to talk so much about it . you don't have the energy or patience to entertain me . i'm really hurt . i swear i tried to be nice . i'm sorry if i've failed in the morning . you didn't try to be understanding either . now that you're gone , i just hope you'll enjoy yourself . & come back safely . i wished i could tell you all these over the phone . but you don't want to talk to me . so its alright . you'll only see these when you come back right ?
i was the good girl ,
he was the bad guy .
i was the good girl ,
he was the bad guy .
Sunday, December 21, 2008 / 8:41 PM
second post of the day ! the following contents are taken from michelle's blog . thought it was very interesting also so decided to share(: sorry & thanks michelle !
Girl: Darling WHERE ARE YOU GOING?
Guy: Ohhh. Err. I'm going to rest now. Why dear?
Girl: REST WHAT? TODAY YOU'RE FREE AND YOU DON'T WANNA MEET ME?
Guy: No lar.. Haha. I'm kinda tired now dear...
Girl: WHAT. TIRED THEN NO NEED TO SEE ME?
Guy: No lar dear... Haha.. Errm. I'll call you when I wake up?
Girl: OK LOR. YOU TRY. Why not I head down to your place? Since you're sooooooo tired?
Guy: Ohh! That'll be a good idea! Cya dear! Can't wait to hug you to sleep!
Girl: WHAT?! YOU WANNA HUG ME TO SLEEP?
Guy: Yeah dear.. Why dear? Cannot meh dear? We sleep together very nice and sweet ma.
Girl: You dare you try to hug me to sleep lor! Cya later lah!
Guy: Ok dear. Cya.
(Girl at Guy's place.)
Guy: Dear come! *yawns.
Girl: Why arh? You tired arh? Really got so tired meh?
Guy: Ya lor dear. We sleep sleep okok? *smiling at the sweetest he could go.
(Girl reluctantly went up to the bed and Guy hugged her.)
Guy: *SNORES...
Girl: STUPID DARLING. ASK ME COME TO YOUR PLACE AND SEE YOU SLEEP?! GO AND DIE!
Guy: Sorry dear. I'm really very tired. Let me sleep awhile ok?
(Girl stomped out of the house and complained to her whole load of good friends about Guy.)
hahaha . aint it true ? im sure many of you out there experience this kind of thing before !
Most of the girls must be thinking , " wtf , sleep got more important than me meh ? i come all the way here alr , just to see you sleep , i no matter how tired also still will come find you , pei you one lor , why cant you just do the same ?! kao . "
Whereas , most of the guys must be thinking , " knn , i already so so tired already . let me sleep also must kp so much ? tmr go find you also same ma . understand abit la . "
went to watch baby's floorball match against Meridian JC this morning @ tampines sports hall . i must say although the Pasirian wins , MJC was good . haha . it was quite an exciting match today(: saw Winston who was playing for MJC . kinda regretted quitting floorball . i mean .. i like it . but i don't have the determination to play it . not to mention the stamina . i hate those running exercises we have to do before actually playing it . it sucks . i can't run :( when i tell people i'm in floorball , they all don't believe . i mean come on ! do i really look like those kinda girls that treat shopping as my exercise ?
after that , headed to century square for lunch . have been going to tampines quite often recently . haha . anyway , the curry chicken baked rice at the foodcourt there is quite nice(: took bus 3 to baby's house . baby slept while i started on my business management project . guai right ? LOL :D when he woke up , he started playing his dynasty warrior game again . which i don't see any fun in that game . he says he feels like a real warrior when he plays that game . heh . cute right , my boyfriend ? HE'S GOING MALAYSIA TMR ! :( so i helped him packed his stuff while he cooked my dinner . anyway , later he's heading to his friend's house to watch Liverpool vs Arsenal match . & he insisted in wearing the Liverpool shirt i bought for him to show his ultimate support . LOL .
FRIDAY - went to watch 'Twilight' with baby , cousin & her boyfriend . damn , the movie is fucking nice ! [: Robert Pattinson is super duper handsome, cool & hot ! my god ! i swear if i've the money & chance , i'll definitely watch it again(: had MOS burger & Subway (thanks to my dearest cousin's big appetite !) for lunch and headed to Far East . shopped awhile & went home .
SATURDAY - went to give out food rations to the poor & needy families in the morning . it was an activity organised by BA Cares . participated in it more for the experience than to gain CCA points . after that , there was also a children party held . wasn't really enthusiastic in it as i was very tired & hungry :( & there was like very little children only . so was kinda bored too . i left at about 1 & headed to Pasir Ris to look for baby after his soccer . went to his house & slacked . left his house at about 530 & headed to Orchard for UAN Live 'Live' Extravagance . thanks glenda for the tickets ! [:
thats about all i think . i've done all the necessary updating . baby , i'm gonna miss you ! :( do enjoy yourself as i know you've been looking forward to it very much . but remember to miss me & call me ya ? :( i'll like try my best not to cry when i hear your voice luh . seriously , i hope i've tons of programmes on in order to keep you off my mind . remember what you promise me okay ?
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other ?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder .
after that , headed to century square for lunch . have been going to tampines quite often recently . haha . anyway , the curry chicken baked rice at the foodcourt there is quite nice(: took bus 3 to baby's house . baby slept while i started on my business management project . guai right ? LOL :D when he woke up , he started playing his dynasty warrior game again . which i don't see any fun in that game . he says he feels like a real warrior when he plays that game . heh . cute right , my boyfriend ? HE'S GOING MALAYSIA TMR ! :( so i helped him packed his stuff while he cooked my dinner . anyway , later he's heading to his friend's house to watch Liverpool vs Arsenal match . & he insisted in wearing the Liverpool shirt i bought for him to show his ultimate support . LOL .
FRIDAY - went to watch 'Twilight' with baby , cousin & her boyfriend . damn , the movie is fucking nice ! [: Robert Pattinson is super duper handsome, cool & hot ! my god ! i swear if i've the money & chance , i'll definitely watch it again(: had MOS burger & Subway (thanks to my dearest cousin's big appetite !) for lunch and headed to Far East . shopped awhile & went home .
SATURDAY - went to give out food rations to the poor & needy families in the morning . it was an activity organised by BA Cares . participated in it more for the experience than to gain CCA points . after that , there was also a children party held . wasn't really enthusiastic in it as i was very tired & hungry :( & there was like very little children only . so was kinda bored too . i left at about 1 & headed to Pasir Ris to look for baby after his soccer . went to his house & slacked . left his house at about 530 & headed to Orchard for UAN Live 'Live' Extravagance . thanks glenda for the tickets ! [:
thats about all i think . i've done all the necessary updating . baby , i'm gonna miss you ! :( do enjoy yourself as i know you've been looking forward to it very much . but remember to miss me & call me ya ? :( i'll like try my best not to cry when i hear your voice luh . seriously , i hope i've tons of programmes on in order to keep you off my mind . remember what you promise me okay ?
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other ?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder .
Thursday, December 18, 2008 / 8:15 PM
According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don’t know about you. And then tag 5 people.
1) when i was in primary school , i loved to rock my chair . but my teacher hated students to do that . so i was being punished to stand inside the dustbin :(
2) the heaviest i ever weighed was 42 kg .
3) i first held hand with a guy when i was in primary 1 . i could even rmb his name , Amos Lee . it was raining very heavily outside the classroom & i was very cold . so i put my hand under the table & he held it(: aww ~
4) i used to have 'mushroom hair' back in primary school days .
5) i drowned before at Sunway Lagoon when i was very young . i slided down not knowing that it'd be so deep . my papa & the lifeguard saved me .
6) i have a mole or some kind of birth mark on my butt :X
7) i stepped on a cat's tail before . =.=
8) when i was young , i fell down from the table before while trying to pick up a call .
9) in a sex survey done when i was in sec 2 , i ticked 'yes' to a girl can get pregnant if she kisses a guy for too long .
10) i used to be very tomboy when i was in primary school . i was always mixing ard with the guys & hanging out with them . & not to mention , despite being very ugly & tomboy back then , i recieved alot of love letters(: i do still have them in a box ..
11) i put a small sliced apple into my nose before . & when i can't get them out , i 'shoot' them out . just for fun(:
12) i'm afraid of vomitting :( i'd rather die or something . the feeling is horrible & it really really frightens me . even just the feeling of being nausea . i think i don't want to be pregnant next time .
13) i used to have a black (not really black lah .. just slightly) buck tooth , due to excessive eating of sweets . luckily , it dropped off .
14) i burnt my hair before while using a hair dryer . i didn't know until i smelt something burning then i turned it off . only to see tons of my hair on the floor :(
15) i really admire guys who can play the piano :D (don't be angry baby ! i like guys who play soccer too . really ! :X)
16) i hate the colour green . (but baby loves it)
17) i learnt to cycle within afew minutes . my papa just guided me for awhile , let go & i got it(:
the 5 person i wanna tag are : jiahui, michelle, charmaine, norman & sheng ming :D
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 / 5:42 PM
" There are some things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind . But keep in mind that letting go is not the end of the world, it is the beginning of a new life ."
went to bugis today ! saw a shoe at Mitjsu super nice ! kinda like the shoes there but recently , i'm really broke :( spent alot on clothes alr . sigh . i seriously need to buy lots & lots of shoes . i'm always wearing the same few . its getting on my nerves .
as i said i bought quite afew clothes recently , i can't wear them ! my mama says need to keep for new year :( i was arguing that nobody can tell that i wore them before . then she was like saying what new year must wear new clothes , preferbly new garments also . if not will unlucky . LOL . seriously , i don't believe luh . but sigh , in order to refrain myself from being nagged at , i'll just keep them for new year :(
oh ya ! i want complain . the clothes i bought from Max & more at far east . they're selling at bugis street at half price ! wtf ! i bought both for $40 . while at bugis , they can be bought at $20 . i damn angry . pfft ! my blue satin kimono is selling at bugis for $10 . i bought it online for $11 . so .. okay lah . other blog shops selling it at $15 . though bugis street sell clothes that are cheap , brandless and very common on the streets , i think it depends on yourself bah . i mean , i've bought a couple of clothes from there & i thought its very nice . i really like them alot(: it doesn't have to be branded or what . i don't understand why some girls are so materialistic . well , if they can find themselves a rich boyfriend , thats good . they can go carry their Chanel , LV , Gucci , Guess , Dior , Prada or whatever & strode like a proud peacock . you don't have to possess all these to tell people you're rich . its like .. so what ? are the money yours' or your parents' ? quite common to see girls in poly carrying these kinda stuff ard . wonder how they get the money . i know there's a very famous chinese saying '吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸' . please , i'm not .
ate the chicken rice baby cooked for me as dinner . wah , its damn spicy & nice ! :D i let my grandparents & brother try . they all say very nice also(: & my brother requested baby to cook more often so that he can get to try also . tee-hee D: thanks alot baby ! xin ku ni le this morning . plans with baby tmr is cancelled . yan zhen told me that there'll be briefing for a voluntary activity i signed up for tmr . & since i'll be making my way down all the way to clementi , we decided to do project as well . although i can't get to meet baby tmr but work comes first [: i'm glad baby is quite understanding on that too . he's happy that we aint meeting tmr lor ! because someone got his stupid dynasty warriors game downloaded ! rawr .
p.s: some bitches grew more ugly . heh .
5 more days ! :(
went to bugis today ! saw a shoe at Mitjsu super nice ! kinda like the shoes there but recently , i'm really broke :( spent alot on clothes alr . sigh . i seriously need to buy lots & lots of shoes . i'm always wearing the same few . its getting on my nerves .
as i said i bought quite afew clothes recently , i can't wear them ! my mama says need to keep for new year :( i was arguing that nobody can tell that i wore them before . then she was like saying what new year must wear new clothes , preferbly new garments also . if not will unlucky . LOL . seriously , i don't believe luh . but sigh , in order to refrain myself from being nagged at , i'll just keep them for new year :(
oh ya ! i want complain . the clothes i bought from Max & more at far east . they're selling at bugis street at half price ! wtf ! i bought both for $40 . while at bugis , they can be bought at $20 . i damn angry . pfft ! my blue satin kimono is selling at bugis for $10 . i bought it online for $11 . so .. okay lah . other blog shops selling it at $15 . though bugis street sell clothes that are cheap , brandless and very common on the streets , i think it depends on yourself bah . i mean , i've bought a couple of clothes from there & i thought its very nice . i really like them alot(: it doesn't have to be branded or what . i don't understand why some girls are so materialistic . well , if they can find themselves a rich boyfriend , thats good . they can go carry their Chanel , LV , Gucci , Guess , Dior , Prada or whatever & strode like a proud peacock . you don't have to possess all these to tell people you're rich . its like .. so what ? are the money yours' or your parents' ? quite common to see girls in poly carrying these kinda stuff ard . wonder how they get the money . i know there's a very famous chinese saying '吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸' . please , i'm not .
ate the chicken rice baby cooked for me as dinner . wah , its damn spicy & nice ! :D i let my grandparents & brother try . they all say very nice also(: & my brother requested baby to cook more often so that he can get to try also . tee-hee D: thanks alot baby ! xin ku ni le this morning . plans with baby tmr is cancelled . yan zhen told me that there'll be briefing for a voluntary activity i signed up for tmr . & since i'll be making my way down all the way to clementi , we decided to do project as well . although i can't get to meet baby tmr but work comes first [: i'm glad baby is quite understanding on that too . he's happy that we aint meeting tmr lor ! because someone got his stupid dynasty warriors game downloaded ! rawr .
p.s: some bitches grew more ugly . heh .
5 more days ! :(
Tuesday, December 16, 2008 / 8:49 PM
went baby's house again today(: watched 'resident evil: degeneration' online . haha . its animation featured . not bad lah . but i think i'll prefer real humans acting . like more real & scary . if its like animation then not so scary . but i guess they made it very very real-looking alr . haha . so i'll give it a rating of 8/10 :D wanted to watch 'saw v' also . but dunno why can't load the video :(
i really enjoy days like this . just spending the lazy afternoon tgt . as we're both broke , going out will only add to our expenses . considering the fact that baby's concession is due . so .. ya , days spent at each other's houses are ideal(: baby was kinda tired today , after his so-called 'match' . poor him . but he still managed to pei me watched finished & never complained . love you baby :D
don't really have much to blog about . somemore the channel 8 show - 'little nonya' is starting ! haha . damn nice luh that show [: hm , camwhored a little while baby was watching porn . KIDDING ! while he was watching some stupid ancient china show on youtube . he LOVES that kinda show . *faints* don't understand why . LOL . so , here are the pictures :
i really enjoy days like this . just spending the lazy afternoon tgt . as we're both broke , going out will only add to our expenses . considering the fact that baby's concession is due . so .. ya , days spent at each other's houses are ideal(: baby was kinda tired today , after his so-called 'match' . poor him . but he still managed to pei me watched finished & never complained . love you baby :D
don't really have much to blog about . somemore the channel 8 show - 'little nonya' is starting ! haha . damn nice luh that show [: hm , camwhored a little while baby was watching porn . KIDDING ! while he was watching some stupid ancient china show on youtube . he LOVES that kinda show . *faints* don't understand why . LOL . so , here are the pictures :
engrossed in his ancient china show . =.=
my sexy boyfriend :D
baby has a layer of fats at his tummy there !
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince & I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes .
Monday, December 15, 2008 / 7:21 PM
"Love has it's own season and reason . You can't ask it to stay . You can only embrace it when it comes and be glad that for a moment in your life, it was yours ."
met baby 11 at aljunied stn today . was kinda lazy to get up . very tired ar :( but i still managed to drag myself out of my cosy bed & get prepared . pei him go school do some stuff . walked ard in SP for donkey hours before it was done . was kinda pissed & very tired . someone still like don't appreciate lor . but while at his school , some parts were very fun . like how madly were we laughing when talked about 'gong li' & '很多利' because of the movie - cursed of the golden flower . dunno who lor :( pfft . & because i was laughing so hysterically , i can't pronounced the movie properly in chinese . i ended up saying '黄金右脚'. LOL . don't ask me why i said that . i have no idea at all . & we were fighing at the sofa . so funny lah . we tried attacking each other but failed . our hands were like all over the place . we used our legs also . tee-hee D:
left SP at ard 2 . can't believe we spent a fucking 3 hours there . travelling from one block to another . disadvantage of being in SP - its way too fucking big . so .. headed to far east ! haha . shopping paradise(: its like i never get tired of it & you can never finish walking luh . planned to buy more tops but can't find any i like leh :( told myself that i've enough of buying dresses & that i should add more tops in my wardrobe . unfortunately , i tried to divert my attention away from those pretty dresses but FAILED . so ended up buying 1 green dress . yes , one . after so much of walking ard . _l_ sometimes , baby don't like me to wear dress . cos he said its too formal & he always wear bermudas . so we'll look like a funny combo . but really meh ? i think that its okay what . LOL . i noticed about 80% of the girls walking on streets wear dress luh . its so lovely(: i simply love dresses !
baby has soccer match in the morning tmr at TP . fucking early sia . so i don't think i'll be going with him :( really wished i could go but .. :( i want go halfway but i aint a TP student & i've only been there once/twice during its open house so i doubt i can find my way there . sigh .
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p.s : had a bad fringe day today . so looked abit 'toot' w/o my fringe . baby can't stop taking unglam pictures of me . & he always takes ugly pictures of me :(
I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up .
Sunday, December 14, 2008 / 4:41 PM
i have no idea why is he smelling that indian man's butt . =.=
ta-da ! cajun chicken pasta(:
super delicious(: i'm craving for it alr !this is my second post of the day . haha . guess i'm really bored . anyway , i've been wanting to open up a blog shop . & today , me and my mama was talking about it . she seems rather supportive & she even says she'll invest in my business ! she'll provide me the capital to start off . haha . how great(: but i'll see how lah . well , i mean .. you'll need alot of determination right ? must be consistent & stuff . so i dunno if i'll be up to it . but anyway , if i really decide to open one in the near future , please support alright ? haha .
"If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much . Just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy, even for a while ."
FRIDAY 12/12/08 - met baby at whitesands in the morning to buy ingredients . we bought drinks & chips too for our movie marathon(: reached his house & he whipped up a very very delicious meal for me . its called 'cajun chicken pasta' . damn , his cooking skills are great ! its really super nice . & he kept praising himself , saying how lucky am i to find such a good boyfriend like him who knows how to cook & do chores . so i say what , you should be the house husband :D haha . & he had baked rice for himself which taste superb too ! & we watched 'Mirrors' . argh , that show is gross ! now i know why was it M18 . BUT .. megavideo is fucked up ! watch half-way right , then it'll say we have watched 72 minutes of video , please wait for ** minutes or click here to enjoy unlimited megavideos . we clicked , we signed up but the same thing kept happening ! damn irritating . baby was very angry . in the end , one whole day , we didn't even finished watching one movie . sigh . we gave up and left his house at ard 5 plus & headed to TM to have our dinner . ate at KFC & saw a couple of familiar faces . went to meet the person at BK to collect my blue satin kimono i bought online . its very nice(: and she sold it at a cheaper price than other blog shops . haha . went century square & was looking at shoes at mondo when dearest jiahui called . talked awhile only to find out she at TM & had just finished watching movie . told her i'd go find her & see if we've telepathy . so me & baby rushed over to TM and played a dumb game to see who can spot jiahui & fh first . i told baby "jiahui has been my friend for so long & my eyes so sharp , if you find her first , i can go die ." RAWR . fine , i lost okay ? he found her . =.= pfft . so ya .. wanted to scare jiahui but dunno who lah ! go bao tou us & it wasn't fun anymore :( but oh well .. passed her her birthday present . I'M GLAD YOU LIKE IT GIRL ! personally , i like it alot too . haha . baby sent me home as usual & we were acting retarded on the train . i remembered it was really very fun & filled with laughters on the ride home . friday was great ! but unfortunately .. saturday wasn't as great ..
SATURDAY 13/12/08 - met baby 1130 at TM to have lunch . quarrelled abit . i knew it was my bad as i wasn't feeling very happy since morning . damn those mood swings that we girls have to go through :( managed to pacify him & yup , had lunch at the foodcourt . headed to tamp sports hall for his floorball competition . reached there at 1 & i sat there till 330 before i can't stand it anymore & headed to TM myself first . went to get some stuff for my mama . baby ended at like 410 & he came to find me . he was exceptionally 'sticky' to me & acting abnormally . perhaps , too high that they won or like what he said 'trying to cheer me up knowing that i waited very long' . but i wasn't very happy at his actions . it was more like irritating me/pissing me off . well , i'm very sorry lah but its like i wasn't in the mood for all that . he don't understand . so he claimed that from tampines to bugis , my face was very black . aiya , kinda lazy to continue . anyway , everything that happened was just terrible lah . it was a long , draining & fucked up day for us both . & we both don't feel appreciated at all . i don't appreciate the fact that he tried to cheer me up ; he don't appreciate the fact that i was so tired waiting for him & i did my shopping alone , feeling as if i'd just wasted my day away . sigh .
I want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around and feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till it's gone .
Thursday, December 11, 2008 / 8:06 PM
whee ! exams over alr ! like finally(: today's paper was kinda tricky . though its like MCQs & T/F questions , its either you know or don't know lor . which is like terrible . cause i can't crap . damn .
met girlfriends in the afternoon to study tgt . but ended up talking about ghosts . LOL . i really love talking about ghosts . i like to share & hear ghost stories . heard one from them which was quite freaky . cause it concerns a place which i think alot of teenagers like to go . haha . should i disclose the place ? prolly not . so far , i heard two stories on that place le . (hint hint : its a shopping mall) one is about the threatre inside the mall . (hint hint : its GV) yup , its rumoured that you'll see a little boy carrying a teddy bear walking ard . freaky right ? aha . the other one is a room beside its foodcourt . my friend cam-whored there with her friends and caught alot of orbs in the pictures . & when she zoomed in to see , she saw eyes inside those orbs ! they were also scolded and warned by a female security guard not to go in that room again . i swear i want to go in & take a look !
then my friends were sharing the top 4 haunted places in s'pore . i heard that ngee ann is very 'dirty'. i wonder how true is that ? its like very old & kinda run-down in some parts of the school . & its believed to be built on cemetery . *freaks out* but its okay , SP is way older :D heh heh . i'm very interested in the haunted house @ Punggol . i heard that even the government can't do anything about it . cause apparently , nobody/nothing can seem to demolish the house . sounds cool isn't it ? haha . & of course , the red house @ Pasir Ris . which i went before . not forgetting the all time favourite - OCH . someone please jio me go this kinda places !
& there's no horror movies recently . which makes me very sad :( i thought now holidays , sure alot horror movies . but sadly , there isn't any luh . don't ask me why i like to watch . cause i dunno also . LOL . hopefully , movie marathon with baby at his house tmr ! :D
Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up
met girlfriends in the afternoon to study tgt . but ended up talking about ghosts . LOL . i really love talking about ghosts . i like to share & hear ghost stories . heard one from them which was quite freaky . cause it concerns a place which i think alot of teenagers like to go . haha . should i disclose the place ? prolly not . so far , i heard two stories on that place le . (hint hint : its a shopping mall) one is about the threatre inside the mall . (hint hint : its GV) yup , its rumoured that you'll see a little boy carrying a teddy bear walking ard . freaky right ? aha . the other one is a room beside its foodcourt . my friend cam-whored there with her friends and caught alot of orbs in the pictures . & when she zoomed in to see , she saw eyes inside those orbs ! they were also scolded and warned by a female security guard not to go in that room again . i swear i want to go in & take a look !
then my friends were sharing the top 4 haunted places in s'pore . i heard that ngee ann is very 'dirty'. i wonder how true is that ? its like very old & kinda run-down in some parts of the school . & its believed to be built on cemetery . *freaks out* but its okay , SP is way older :D heh heh . i'm very interested in the haunted house @ Punggol . i heard that even the government can't do anything about it . cause apparently , nobody/nothing can seem to demolish the house . sounds cool isn't it ? haha . & of course , the red house @ Pasir Ris . which i went before . not forgetting the all time favourite - OCH . someone please jio me go this kinda places !
& there's no horror movies recently . which makes me very sad :( i thought now holidays , sure alot horror movies . but sadly , there isn't any luh . don't ask me why i like to watch . cause i dunno also . LOL . hopefully , movie marathon with baby at his house tmr ! :D
Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come & pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are holding you tonight .
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are holding you tonight .
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 / 6:22 PM
firstly , i wanna thank baby for sacrificing his time for me , helping me go fix my laptop in school while i had my exams and waited for me to finish and sent me home safely . thanks a million ! love you ! :D
so today's business law paper was alright i guess . i hope i can pass . *cross my fingers* suddenly have the urge to shop ! but still have one more paper to go - MAEC . seriously don't feel like studying luh . gah ~ anyway , xiaxue's blog so interesting ! really admire her alot . she has got the charisma & personality . very 'herself' . she don't act or what . saw a video on her search for bff and there was a challenge to see who can put on fake eyelashes the fastest . damn hilarious ! cos got guy (alfred) took part . & he look damn funny with the fake eyelash on ! LOL . really so easy put on meh ? i see them like .. quite fast & easy leh . i wanna try also [:
i'm getting the hang of how to put on my contact lens . it took me only like 10 mins today ? haha . *claps* met jiahui dearest today to return her $20 . fuck ! i still haven complain . my hoodie's hoodie supplier ran away ! $28 fly away . lucky jiahui only requested me to return her $20 . thanks dearest ! wah , but i damn sad luh . still no news yet . the person say what will report to police & get back to us . YOU BETTER . or i shall defame your blog shop . its like .. she's still advertising the hoodie when she's already cheated ? tsk tsk . suspicious .
baby took this ugly picture of me on the train ! rawr . okay , i know i look as if i'm going to cry . but i'm not ! anyway , this picture is just to show off my 'blue' eyes . XD
looks like my cute little brother is getting very ready for christmas ! :D anyway , thats the santa clause outfit i bought for him(: haha .
p.s: i hate bao tou kia & hypocrite .
especially one that i have to face everyday .
fuck you _l_
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 / 7:07 PM
okay , so 'Quarantine' was really freaky . i'll give it a rating of 8/10 , you guys should really watch it(: damn , watched it on a public holiday . so it was really expensive . but anyway , i guess it was worth the money .
alright , tmr's business law paper . sucks big time . though i started revision long ago , still kinda no confidence . i'm really forgetful & it gets worse when i'm nervous . so i can imagine myself blanking out tmr & end up scribbling Gopalan's name all over my paper . sigh .
& i found out that wearing contact lens aint that fun & easy at all . the first time i wore it , it fucking took me an hour plus . the second time took me half an hour . i wonder how long will i take tmr . LOL . & i'm having alot of difficulty taking it out . its like .. super pain when i take out . i dunno why . then after that , my eyes will go very red and watery . my mom says i'm not suitable to wear . is that so ? haha . she kept complaining that the colour very awful also . but whatever , i like can le :D
was suppose to study at macs today . well , i did . i went through facts that i've went through a million times . i dunno if i should continue studying anot . & we ended up watching some damn gross movie called 'the midnight meat train'. fucking disgusting i tell you . there're like blood , meat , eyeballs , arms , legs & whatever parts of human body flying all over the place with blood like fountain , flowing all over . yucks . due to the extent of gory in the show , i'll give it a rating of 6.5/10 . haha . what a wrong movie to watch at mac . esp when i just gobbled up a mac spicy meal . _l_
so .. tmr i'm gonna reach school at 12 to fix my lappy . i tio virus sia . damn suay . =.= 6 files infected leh . & i dunno what the fuck is going on . what trojan horse lah ; what bloodhound lah . wtf ? don't even know how the hell i got them . & hey , i know visiting porn website very easy kena trojan . but hello , do i look like i'm so 'tiko'? hell no alright . but anyway , the virus is making my lappy very very laggy . & i'm very worried :( sigh .
You say I'm crazy
I got you crazy
You're nothing but a womanizer .
alright , tmr's business law paper . sucks big time . though i started revision long ago , still kinda no confidence . i'm really forgetful & it gets worse when i'm nervous . so i can imagine myself blanking out tmr & end up scribbling Gopalan's name all over my paper . sigh .
& i found out that wearing contact lens aint that fun & easy at all . the first time i wore it , it fucking took me an hour plus . the second time took me half an hour . i wonder how long will i take tmr . LOL . & i'm having alot of difficulty taking it out . its like .. super pain when i take out . i dunno why . then after that , my eyes will go very red and watery . my mom says i'm not suitable to wear . is that so ? haha . she kept complaining that the colour very awful also . but whatever , i like can le :D
was suppose to study at macs today . well , i did . i went through facts that i've went through a million times . i dunno if i should continue studying anot . & we ended up watching some damn gross movie called 'the midnight meat train'. fucking disgusting i tell you . there're like blood , meat , eyeballs , arms , legs & whatever parts of human body flying all over the place with blood like fountain , flowing all over . yucks . due to the extent of gory in the show , i'll give it a rating of 6.5/10 . haha . what a wrong movie to watch at mac . esp when i just gobbled up a mac spicy meal . _l_
so .. tmr i'm gonna reach school at 12 to fix my lappy . i tio virus sia . damn suay . =.= 6 files infected leh . & i dunno what the fuck is going on . what trojan horse lah ; what bloodhound lah . wtf ? don't even know how the hell i got them . & hey , i know visiting porn website very easy kena trojan . but hello , do i look like i'm so 'tiko'? hell no alright . but anyway , the virus is making my lappy very very laggy . & i'm very worried :( sigh .
You say I'm crazy
I got you crazy
You're nothing but a womanizer .
Saturday, December 6, 2008 / 9:59 PM
whats with photoshop seriously ? whats the point of making yourself look so nice in pictures but real life , you're an ugly piece of shit . i can understand if you just wanna admire yourself looking good in pictures . i mean i have absolutely no right to comment on that . but some people are really the extreme know ! wah , their difference is WHAT-THE-FUCK .
before : ju-on's sister . after : kawaii nehs .
i really dunno what to say . i stared at the pictures for like 2 mins before screaming WHAT THE FUCK . cry out loud ! what is the world becoming to ? seriously , now i'm having doubts over those chio bu pictures i see on friendster . i wonder in real life , do they give people heart attack . i know of one really good & real example . i shan't name the girl and anw , she has the name i hate most on earth . saw her friendster pictures like 'wah , not bad .' saw her picture from somebody's year book 'omfg , thats her ?' i do admire them for their great photo-shopping skills lah . but .. its not funny to scare people like this ! guys , you all want 'chio bu' like this ? don't judge a girl by pictures ! make-up & photo shop can make her look like anyone she wants . don't be naive .
i fucking don't photoshop my pictures can ? for people who have asked me before , i dunno to take it as a compliment or insult . if you're trying to say i look very nice in the picture but it don't look like me in real life - thanks anyway . if you're trying to say i look good in pictures too - thanks alot . if you're trying to say i look ugly in both ways - fuck yourself and die _l_ you don't look good to me either .
& i'm crowned 'queen' in many ways . 'toilet queen' (cos last time in sec school , i used to visit the toilet very often . yes , i do admit i'm rather vain .) 'chilli queen' (i'll die w/o it in my meal !) 'laksa queen' (in sec school , i everyday eat laksa .) and afew more which i can't remember . recently , i'm being labelled as 'gossip queen' by baby . yes , i don't deny that i do know some very very juicy gossips . like xxx had sex before with xxx . xxx went out with xxx w/o boyfriend knowing . xxx like boyfriend's best friend . xxx don't like xxx but act like good friends . sounds juicy ? i think so too ! for people who willingly share their secrets with me , don't worry i'll bring them with me to my grave . for those that came knocking on my ears accidently , don't worry too . unless sadly , i hate you . its like please .. i aint that BAD . i'm just kpo but i don't go ard advertising for you . i know my mouth is rather big with erm .. buck tooth . my mouth's big for a reason (don't think otherwise !) & my buck tooth is for .. biting . yes , i do bite . so don't step on my toes ! i'm being labelled as a gossip queen for nothing(:
alright ! baby just called . gotta go chat with him now . goodnight people D:
i really dunno what to say . i stared at the pictures for like 2 mins before screaming WHAT THE FUCK . cry out loud ! what is the world becoming to ? seriously , now i'm having doubts over those chio bu pictures i see on friendster . i wonder in real life , do they give people heart attack . i know of one really good & real example . i shan't name the girl and anw , she has the name i hate most on earth . saw her friendster pictures like 'wah , not bad .' saw her picture from somebody's year book 'omfg , thats her ?' i do admire them for their great photo-shopping skills lah . but .. its not funny to scare people like this ! guys , you all want 'chio bu' like this ? don't judge a girl by pictures ! make-up & photo shop can make her look like anyone she wants . don't be naive .
i fucking don't photoshop my pictures can ? for people who have asked me before , i dunno to take it as a compliment or insult . if you're trying to say i look very nice in the picture but it don't look like me in real life - thanks anyway . if you're trying to say i look good in pictures too - thanks alot . if you're trying to say i look ugly in both ways - fuck yourself and die _l_ you don't look good to me either .
& i'm crowned 'queen' in many ways . 'toilet queen' (cos last time in sec school , i used to visit the toilet very often . yes , i do admit i'm rather vain .) 'chilli queen' (i'll die w/o it in my meal !) 'laksa queen' (in sec school , i everyday eat laksa .) and afew more which i can't remember . recently , i'm being labelled as 'gossip queen' by baby . yes , i don't deny that i do know some very very juicy gossips . like xxx had sex before with xxx . xxx went out with xxx w/o boyfriend knowing . xxx like boyfriend's best friend . xxx don't like xxx but act like good friends . sounds juicy ? i think so too ! for people who willingly share their secrets with me , don't worry i'll bring them with me to my grave . for those that came knocking on my ears accidently , don't worry too . unless sadly , i hate you . its like please .. i aint that BAD . i'm just kpo but i don't go ard advertising for you . i know my mouth is rather big with erm .. buck tooth . my mouth's big for a reason (don't think otherwise !) & my buck tooth is for .. biting . yes , i do bite . so don't step on my toes ! i'm being labelled as a gossip queen for nothing(:
alright ! baby just called . gotta go chat with him now . goodnight people D:
i didn't balance my balance sheet for POA ! argh :( i actually put accrued revenue as current liability . how forgetful can i get ? sigh . in the past , all these things used to be at my finger tips . not trying to show off or what but i thought my POA was pretty good . but look now , *shakes head* cannot make it . LOL . but anyway , i shall stop harping on it . its over(:
something very 'suay' happened to me today . I FUCKING LOST MY BELT . & the funny thing is , i don't even know it ! it was on my waist all along until i alighted the bus at baby's house . and while walking , i suddenly said 'eh , where's my belt ?' & baby ran all the way back to the path we walked , to the provision shop we went & back to the bus stop . i waited for him outside his house , hoping that there'll be good news . but he came back empty handed :( how sad . i just bought it ytd leh ! sobs . emo awhile while baby tried to comfort me . he promised me he'll buy me one back on monday . haha . and thanks baby , for saying that i'm dumb ! like not hurt sia . really :( its like .. suddenly come off from my waist , dropped and the two of us didn't even noticed it ? how weird right ? i guess i'm REALLY skinny . fuck . i wish i was fat seriously .
so anyway , baby cooked baked rice for me ! very nice(: he's really good at cooking & i'm fortunate to have such a good chef as boyfriend . haha . i was really tired for having woke up at 5.15 in the morning . wtf right ? so i took my nap while baby played dota . woke up at like 4 & got ready to go out to shop for my papa's birthday present :D BUT .. i took like 1 hour plus to wear my contact lens ! pfft . it was really scary & painful ! i'm like so noob . it took like 2 person (baby & his cousin , wan wen) to help me luh . his cousin tried her best but failed cause i'm really dumb & i kept blinking . soon , baby got very impatient having to wait so long thus , he decided to do the job himself . he forced open my eyes & forced it in . it was done in no time . thanks baby & his cousin ! :D
& today's my papa's birthday ! haha . guess how old is he ? psst : (he's really young !) he's only 41 this year ! [: that makes my mama 39 only . young right ? tee-hee D: so went to whitesands to shop ard . bought a long sleeve shirt that costs $39.90 (UP: $79) and a cake . how sweet right ? LOL . saw a santa clause outfit at pasir ris interchange & bought it @ $7 for my baby brother(: then saw zi hao & luiting . haha .
train-ed home & ate dinner at my house downstairs . & ya , my relatives saw us . i damn paiseh can ? my uncle kept looking at me mah . then baby was like " i thought that uncle ogling at you so i diao him . i didn't know it was your uncle . " LOL . oh ya , forget to mention something . i bought a liverpool shirt for baby at sportslink today ! costs me $45 . but as long as baby likes it , i'll try my best to get it(: of course , i don't pamper my boyfriend . thats if he pampers me . but anyway , tmr our 17th month anniversary mah :D i can't believe it . so fast ?! & we almost forget luh . gosh , we've been tgt for so long alr ? time really flies . & this just goes to show how much we've been through(:
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Friday, December 5, 2008 / 5:58 PM
stop emo-ing sharmaine ! life's gotta go on . even if things were to continue in this way , what are you gonna do about it ? you love him don't you ? then accept the fact ; accept him ! just tolerate , give in , control & everything will be alright . but its not . sigh . i can't do it .
alright , exams starting tmr . & here i am blogging and just returned home from far east . i promised myself that once i get my belt , off i go . but damn , the temptations are too strong ! haha . bought 2 dress (out of anger) and ya , my belts(: buy 2 get 1 free leh . LOL . the queue for dressing room is so long ! didn't really try it so just paid and went . i THINK its nice lah uh . $19.90 store-wide & i got cheated by a notice in the shop . 50% off 2nd item purchased . when i was at the cashier , i was told that the offer ended alr . (& i wonder why the notice was still there) but oh well .. bought them anyway . my budget for this week is quite tight & i'm still spending money (out of anger) . sigh sigh sigh .
revisions for exams are coming along well(: proud of myself ! haha . today was quite slack in school . had very very fun discussion with Carina & group mates :D went to collect my coloured contact lens ! i forget to bring the invoice but lucky the uncle allowed me to collect . haha . i know i know , alot of people ask me why am i wearing contact lens when i ain't wearing any glasses . for fun mah ! just wanna try try [:
okay , i'm super hungry alr . i'm off to eat my dinner ! bye people D:
p.s: dear you , i sincerely thank you for waiting for me for 3 hours after school today . i'm sorry things turn out like that . i really hope you'll just leave me alone when i'm angry/fustrated the next time . don't force me to talk to you . where got people liddat one ? i need time to cool down - even if you feel you did nothing wrong . why can't you understand ; why can't we compromise abit ? everyday just goes on like this . if you're not tired , i am . its really driving me to insanity . i wish i could find the strength/reason to carry on . i know you've been very very nice & tolerant alr . i can tell but sometimes , our temper just clash lor . & the best thing is just not talk to each other & give each other space to cool down . get it ? i hope you'll know by now , thats the best way for us to avoid un-necessary quarrels/unhappiness . stop repeating the mistakes we made before . else , i really can guarantee you that we won't go far . cos i know we both have our own limits . anyway , i think i still owe you an apology . sorry for wasting your time . i love you , please don't make me hate you .
If I were a boy
alright , exams starting tmr . & here i am blogging and just returned home from far east . i promised myself that once i get my belt , off i go . but damn , the temptations are too strong ! haha . bought 2 dress (out of anger) and ya , my belts(: buy 2 get 1 free leh . LOL . the queue for dressing room is so long ! didn't really try it so just paid and went . i THINK its nice lah uh . $19.90 store-wide & i got cheated by a notice in the shop . 50% off 2nd item purchased . when i was at the cashier , i was told that the offer ended alr . (& i wonder why the notice was still there) but oh well .. bought them anyway . my budget for this week is quite tight & i'm still spending money (out of anger) . sigh sigh sigh .
revisions for exams are coming along well(: proud of myself ! haha . today was quite slack in school . had very very fun discussion with Carina & group mates :D went to collect my coloured contact lens ! i forget to bring the invoice but lucky the uncle allowed me to collect . haha . i know i know , alot of people ask me why am i wearing contact lens when i ain't wearing any glasses . for fun mah ! just wanna try try [:
okay , i'm super hungry alr . i'm off to eat my dinner ! bye people D:
p.s: dear you , i sincerely thank you for waiting for me for 3 hours after school today . i'm sorry things turn out like that . i really hope you'll just leave me alone when i'm angry/fustrated the next time . don't force me to talk to you . where got people liddat one ? i need time to cool down - even if you feel you did nothing wrong . why can't you understand ; why can't we compromise abit ? everyday just goes on like this . if you're not tired , i am . its really driving me to insanity . i wish i could find the strength/reason to carry on . i know you've been very very nice & tolerant alr . i can tell but sometimes , our temper just clash lor . & the best thing is just not talk to each other & give each other space to cool down . get it ? i hope you'll know by now , thats the best way for us to avoid un-necessary quarrels/unhappiness . stop repeating the mistakes we made before . else , i really can guarantee you that we won't go far . cos i know we both have our own limits . anyway , i think i still owe you an apology . sorry for wasting your time . i love you , please don't make me hate you .
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed .
But you're just a boy
And you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Because you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed .
But you're just a boy .
But you're just a boy
And you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Because you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed .
But you're just a boy .
Monday, December 1, 2008 / 7:03 PM
can't help but blog . my fingers are telling me to blog ! haha . should be studying for POA and jap test now but .. who cares . lazy me !
anw , just finished ranking for IS modules . after much consideration , i ranked french first . followed by understanding relationship , tv beyond entertainment and lastly , exploring contemporary issues . i hope taking up 2 languages will be manageable for me(: both jap & french is very useful in future luh . i think . haha . i did e-learning the whole freaking day ! argh . i totally hate e-learning . liddat i'd rather crawl up early in the morning & go to school . sigh .
hm .. for my friends ard me , they may have noticed that i have a very funny way of talking . they used to call it the 'shar language'. LOL . i dunno why too . perhaps , i'm the one talking thus never noticed anything weird/special abt the way i talk and stuff . & people used to laugh abt certain words i said back in secondary school times . i remember k ! they pointed out that i pronounced yellow as 'yallow' ; yesterday as 'yasterday' ; never as 'neh' & alot more which i can't remember . well , it aint on purpose luh . it just happens that sometimes , i talk very fast . like bullet train (usually when i'm very excited/agitated) baby should know very well ! especially when i'm angry , i'll just go on & on non-stop . & most of the time , i also dunno what i talking about . i'll end up speaking some indian language . & i'll roll my tongue , shake my head as well . okay , no i don't do that ! D: but its cool isn't it ? haha . i have my own set of language [:
& baby keep complaining that i'm very dumb ! (not in studies , of course .) so i dunno if its a good thing . he says i like to ask stupid questions :( & i'm like 'really meh?' u're the first person that says i'm dumb luh ! pfft . i remember there's this once i asked this question that got baby quite irritated & keep using it to laugh at me !
*while walking & spotted a cute lil sparrow*
ME : baby .. a sparrow is so small , does it shits & urines like us ?
BABY : *eyes open wide & looking as if he's gonna burst out laughing* baby ! you can stop asking stupid question mah ? if you just shut up , you'll walk faster know ?
ME : but i really dunno mah ! liddat also scold me . & i'm walking very fast alr ! :(
BABY : but baby .. *and he goes yada-yada-yada* the only sentence i hear is 'you really very dumb leh..'
RAWR . cry out loud ! just kill me . gosh , was that curious question of mine really that .. dumb ? :( i mean .. you all won't think of such questions meh ? i seriously never see a sparrow shit/urine before what . & i'm sure you people out there reading this also never see before k ! so stop laughing ! gah ! i'm sure there's nothing wrong with my IQ luh .
alrites ! i'm off to study ! ima ben kiyou shi masu ! :D
baby , get well soon !
i love you .
anw , just finished ranking for IS modules . after much consideration , i ranked french first . followed by understanding relationship , tv beyond entertainment and lastly , exploring contemporary issues . i hope taking up 2 languages will be manageable for me(: both jap & french is very useful in future luh . i think . haha . i did e-learning the whole freaking day ! argh . i totally hate e-learning . liddat i'd rather crawl up early in the morning & go to school . sigh .
hm .. for my friends ard me , they may have noticed that i have a very funny way of talking . they used to call it the 'shar language'. LOL . i dunno why too . perhaps , i'm the one talking thus never noticed anything weird/special abt the way i talk and stuff . & people used to laugh abt certain words i said back in secondary school times . i remember k ! they pointed out that i pronounced yellow as 'yallow' ; yesterday as 'yasterday' ; never as 'neh' & alot more which i can't remember . well , it aint on purpose luh . it just happens that sometimes , i talk very fast . like bullet train (usually when i'm very excited/agitated) baby should know very well ! especially when i'm angry , i'll just go on & on non-stop . & most of the time , i also dunno what i talking about . i'll end up speaking some indian language . & i'll roll my tongue , shake my head as well . okay , no i don't do that ! D: but its cool isn't it ? haha . i have my own set of language [:
& baby keep complaining that i'm very dumb ! (not in studies , of course .) so i dunno if its a good thing . he says i like to ask stupid questions :( & i'm like 'really meh?' u're the first person that says i'm dumb luh ! pfft . i remember there's this once i asked this question that got baby quite irritated & keep using it to laugh at me !
*while walking & spotted a cute lil sparrow*
ME : baby .. a sparrow is so small , does it shits & urines like us ?
BABY : *eyes open wide & looking as if he's gonna burst out laughing* baby ! you can stop asking stupid question mah ? if you just shut up , you'll walk faster know ?
ME : but i really dunno mah ! liddat also scold me . & i'm walking very fast alr ! :(
BABY : but baby .. *and he goes yada-yada-yada* the only sentence i hear is 'you really very dumb leh..'
RAWR . cry out loud ! just kill me . gosh , was that curious question of mine really that .. dumb ? :( i mean .. you all won't think of such questions meh ? i seriously never see a sparrow shit/urine before what . & i'm sure you people out there reading this also never see before k ! so stop laughing ! gah ! i'm sure there's nothing wrong with my IQ luh .
alrites ! i'm off to study ! ima ben kiyou shi masu ! :D
baby , get well soon !
i love you .
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