Sharmaine Poh
single ♥
sweet 17
09/11/1991
Ngee Ann poly
Business Studies
Friday, January 16, 2009 / 1:54 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009 / 7:22 PM
let's keep this short & sweet(: please take a moment to listen to my blog song(: and i mean the FULL SONG . don't ask me why . lol . just share this moment with me whoever you are :D
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me cause I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
Till my dying day
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
yes, I do
i'll make this my wedding song :D
i do cherish you .
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me cause I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
Till my dying day
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
yes, I do
i'll make this my wedding song :D
i do cherish you .
xoxo .
Sunday, January 11, 2009 / 8:18 PM
if i have one wish to have anything in the world ,
i'd wish to have you .
xoxo .
dear readers , i won't be blogging for quite some time . will be going MIA(: haha . perhaps , the next time when i blog , it'll be in my new add . meanwhile , miss me ! [:
dear readers , i won't be blogging for quite some time . will be going MIA(: haha . perhaps , the next time when i blog , it'll be in my new add . meanwhile , miss me ! [:
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welcome to my life .
Thursday, January 8, 2009 / 3:48 PM
"Sometimes you don't realise how much you love someone until they stopped loving you ."
school was damn high today . with open house & stuff . atrium was full of people cos of cca fiesta . wished i could stay and hang ard . but don't have the mood to . sorry YZ ! usually only guys will be interested in going open house lor . know why ? all the sec school girls are there for them to ogle/fish . LOL . i mean seriously what . can't expect girls to go there & ogle at guys that are younger than us . but of course , open house isn't all about ogling . heh . heard that all polys are having open house now . great .
was pondering to take bus or train home . when walked out of school , saw 154 . so decided to take it . i enjoyed the bus ride(: i get to rest & think alot . its like some private time on my own . haha . hate train rides . so fucking crowded and have to stand all the way :( like how i missed 3 fucking trains today . pfft . half an hour late for maec lecture .
oh ya . got back all my results . scored 68/100 for business law which was rather depressing . & 77.5/100 for poa . which was VERY disappointing
:( can't believe i lost alot of marks on trading , profit & loss luh . they were like chicken feet to me back in sec school times . sigh ! its time to buck up sharmaine ! i swear i'll work harder(:
alright , i'm talking to R right now . on msn . missed her so much ! i have alot of things to confide in her :( she's my sec school best friend . we shared alot of laughters & girly secrets . haha . not to mention , gossips too ! lol . can't believe everyone is on different track right now . hate that kinda feeling that maybe , few years later i won't be talking to her anymore :( or people that are close to me . i certainly hope that it won't happen .
prolly gonna play word challenge on facebook again . i'm bored ! D: still have IAC presentation tmr . sian . oh , anyway i gonna change blog address soon . when i find a nice & suitable name(: please msn/msg me or whatever means to ask me about it . only then you'll be added . but PLEASE DO NOT LINK ME . cause i don't want some strangers/jerks/bastards/liars/irritants to enter my blog & pollute it . thanks very much :D
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 / 3:47 PM
"When two hearts are meant for each other, no distance is too far, no time is too long & no other love can break them apart ."
yo people ! just came back from school . early right ? :D heh . anyway , saw this girl driving a mini cooper to school today ! COOL SHIT . even the guys were in awe luh . they were like all staring after the girl parked the car & get down . heard comments like 'surely is the parents de .' LOL . jealous bastards . i mean .. the car is kinda nice lah . but wait man ! i'll be driving this
to school one day(: hahaha . seriously , cool huh ? i love beetle cars . damn cute luh . especially a pink one :D
business law presentation was shit today . we were the last group & there was technical difficulties . function F10 can't seem to work and thus , there was no projection . we borrowed laptops from other people also cannot leh . took alot of time & Gopalan doesn't seem very happy with us :( so finally when it can work , ben was utterly disappointed & upset . cause he wanted to present next week . you should have seen that look on his face . LOL . he was praying so hard that it can't work ! tsk tsk . so anyway , we're happy that we got it over & done with . its like we didn't even present luh . she was rushing us and practically helped us present finished . lucky us ! i hate presenting .
DSS was damn slack today . was playing word challenge on facebook all the way . damn hooked to the game now ! [: HF was trying so hard to beat my score . in the end , she did . with the help of us though . heh heh . & fuck , i don't want play it with N anymore ! he's super pro . i feel so lousy & stupid when i played with him :( DON'T GET TOO HAPPY READING THIS N . i swear i'll beat you to it one day ! rawr .
so yesterday got home late & tired so didn't blog . jap was fun(: learnt new stuff . must buck up for jap alr ! just realised i forgot alot of stuff during the hols ! damn . dear partner didn't come yesterday , so i was being paired up with P . and oh ya , he called me that day asking about jap homework . i was like wondering who the fuck is that . even after i hung up , i was like recalling who's he . LOL . and how the hell he got my number ? =.= i almost forgot that i've jap ytd . i thought i lost my jap book . & i totally forgot about the test . sigh ! whats happening to me seriously ? :(
damn tired now . feel like sleeping alr . but can't , i've tons of studying to do . *sobs* exams are on the second last week of Feb i think . which is like COMING . & after that is the hols again ! prolly gonna find a job or something . if not , also nothing do . nobody to pei me go kaikai :( sad case . alright , i'm off ! [:
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed .
Monday, January 5, 2009 / 5:51 PM
"I miss you when I'm sad . I miss you when I'm lonely . But most of all, I miss you when I'm happy ."
just came back from school ! met up with C & guys to do project . almost forget all about it . LOL . anyway , was watching K playing left4dead . damn cool luh ! the zombies all look so fugly & disgusting . watching him play is like watching a movie on zombies . hahaha . & he's so funny , so scared of the witch . okay , back to the point . i thought i could go home early today & get some sleep . apparently , i can't now . cause i have tons of stuff to do . it was raining cats & dogs when i was going home . lucky today i've CY to take the bus with me(:
SP control station is always full of its students . did i just said SP control station ? sorry , its DOVER . hahaha . so what if its attached to the mrt ? lol . damn suay . i always kena the cabin with no seats de . think its the new SMRT train . damn dumb right ? they made a cabin with no seats . prolly to solve the peak hours crowd problem . so that we have more space to stand . sigh . so stood all the way :( was like stoning & day-dreaming throughout .
saw J on the way home . so we chatted awhile . its been so long since we last chatted . i remember how we used to be good friends back in primary school days . time flies(: okay , i'm fucking hungry now .
oh ya , one more thing . to YZ : if you're reading my blog like now . haha . yes , we've really broken up lah . so what if we're very sweet ? sweet also can break up de mah . lol . so you're not alone in your singlehood life ! you have me(: told you single is better cause you won't get hurt like me at the end . but anyway , i'm sure we both can find our Mr Right very soon ! :D
please don't take my sunshine away .
just came back from school ! met up with C & guys to do project . almost forget all about it . LOL . anyway , was watching K playing left4dead . damn cool luh ! the zombies all look so fugly & disgusting . watching him play is like watching a movie on zombies . hahaha . & he's so funny , so scared of the witch . okay , back to the point . i thought i could go home early today & get some sleep . apparently , i can't now . cause i have tons of stuff to do . it was raining cats & dogs when i was going home . lucky today i've CY to take the bus with me(:
SP control station is always full of its students . did i just said SP control station ? sorry , its DOVER . hahaha . so what if its attached to the mrt ? lol . damn suay . i always kena the cabin with no seats de . think its the new SMRT train . damn dumb right ? they made a cabin with no seats . prolly to solve the peak hours crowd problem . so that we have more space to stand . sigh . so stood all the way :( was like stoning & day-dreaming throughout .
saw J on the way home . so we chatted awhile . its been so long since we last chatted . i remember how we used to be good friends back in primary school days . time flies(: okay , i'm fucking hungry now .
oh ya , one more thing . to YZ : if you're reading my blog like now . haha . yes , we've really broken up lah . so what if we're very sweet ? sweet also can break up de mah . lol . so you're not alone in your singlehood life ! you have me(: told you single is better cause you won't get hurt like me at the end . but anyway , i'm sure we both can find our Mr Right very soon ! :D
please don't take my sunshine away .
hello world ! today's a brand new day . i'm in school now - lunch time . but i'm not eating . wah , my school just built a fucking air conditional food court luh ! its super big ! :D we have our very own subway(: hahaha . cool huh ? better than mac , kfc & pizza hut lor . LOL . but know what ? damn crowded . walked one round but can't find any seats . walked out in disappointment & went back to canteen 1 . i'm totally not hungry watching my friends eat . anyway ! my eye candy is super pretty & sexy today [: tee-hee . really can't stop ogling at her luh . & its been so long since i saw all my girlfriends ! happy to be ard with them(: too bad we lived so far from each other ! can't get to go out . & i'm always going home alone . sigh . i'm very tired today :( though i did slept yesterday .. dunno why . time is ticking away so slowly . wish i can get home asap to get my beauty sleep :D thanks GLENDA for the msg . it really cheered me up . & may you and him last long ya ? [: OH ! did i mentioned ? got back my macroecons paper just now . scored 82/100 . damn shocked luh . didn't expect myself to get that kinda marks cos the paper was really tricky . anyway ! good job sharmaine(: haha . 50 more minutes to business management . argh , damn sian . projects deadline are all coming up ! pfft :( the thought of it really just turns me off . just realised i haven't been studying much . LOL . ever since i got into poly . its like so slack everyday . no motivation to study at all . heh .
sharmaine's really bored ! D:
sharmaine's really bored ! D:
Sunday, January 4, 2009 / 3:13 PM
did the world's most stupid thing :( life is full of regrets . sigh . can't believe i made my parents so upset & disappoined . i should really try to control my temper lor seriously . when i'm angry , i lost control of myself very easily . & thats pretty bad :(
this 2 weeks had been rather tough & torturous for me . wanna thank alot of people & say sorry to alot people . i know alot of people have been reading my blog . lol . & some things i said can be rather harsh but no hard feelings ya ? [: i've been very down , can't sleep at night & haven't been eating well . i have no idea why is everything crushing down on me . can't breathe . can't seem to be back my normal self . & i really hate it . so much so much had happened . to others , they're just minor things . but to me , its serious . i don't hope for you people to understand what i'm going through or whats going on . to all the people whom have been affected , esp his friends ard him & my friends , i'm sorry ya ? :( sorry to have made you all worried about us .
just to make things clear - we're alright now i guess . but we've broken up . today's the end of our upcoming 1 and a half year relationship . i guess its no point saying who's fault was it . & its not for you people to judge also . we've really been through alot . & its rather saddening that we can't pull through this time round . such a pity . he hopes that we can remain as friend & do still keep in contact but i guess that'll be pretty hard . lol .
read charmaine c's blog . yes ! thanks for welcoming me to singlehood(: haha . do hope that we still can hang out tgt soon ! thats all for today i guess . i'm really tired - like physically , mentally & emotionally . but i doubt i can sleep . wish i have sleeping pills . & happy pills , love pills or whatever . haha . BUH-BYE !
i'll wash my bloody hands off you & we'll start afresh .
seriously , i don't discriminate . i just hate everyone .
this 2 weeks had been rather tough & torturous for me . wanna thank alot of people & say sorry to alot people . i know alot of people have been reading my blog . lol . & some things i said can be rather harsh but no hard feelings ya ? [: i've been very down , can't sleep at night & haven't been eating well . i have no idea why is everything crushing down on me . can't breathe . can't seem to be back my normal self . & i really hate it . so much so much had happened . to others , they're just minor things . but to me , its serious . i don't hope for you people to understand what i'm going through or whats going on . to all the people whom have been affected , esp his friends ard him & my friends , i'm sorry ya ? :( sorry to have made you all worried about us .
just to make things clear - we're alright now i guess . but we've broken up . today's the end of our upcoming 1 and a half year relationship . i guess its no point saying who's fault was it . & its not for you people to judge also . we've really been through alot . & its rather saddening that we can't pull through this time round . such a pity . he hopes that we can remain as friend & do still keep in contact but i guess that'll be pretty hard . lol .
read charmaine c's blog . yes ! thanks for welcoming me to singlehood(: haha . do hope that we still can hang out tgt soon ! thats all for today i guess . i'm really tired - like physically , mentally & emotionally . but i doubt i can sleep . wish i have sleeping pills . & happy pills , love pills or whatever . haha . BUH-BYE !
i'll wash my bloody hands off you & we'll start afresh .
seriously , i don't discriminate . i just hate everyone .
Friday, January 2, 2009 / 7:30 PM
i wanna blog so badly but i don't know what to say seriously . i don't want to leave my blog stagnant :( i'm kinda like having mixed feelings right now . i have so so much to rant , say , criticise & BLAH ! i hate this feeling _l_ how how ? everything is so fucked up lor seriously . i dunno if its just me lah huh . there's so much i can't tell you , can't confide in you . & it sucks . cause i'm used to shooting my mouth of infront of you . its because like recently , so much had happened . we really really drifted very apart . its no longer the same . i feel that there's a gap between us . A HUGE ONE . i hate the uncertainty , the doubts & everything . i wish i could blow my brains out on me . i hope i didn't know so much luh ! tsk tsk . seriously PI sia :( then make myself suffer . why ? why did she have to turn up at this time ? make everything worse off . & why did you have to keep things from me again ? deleting your msges & log away . you know i get suspicious very easily . i can't take it lying down like that . its so not me can ? i hate to distrust you . i really want to trust you so badly . i swear . i'm suffering like mad . dying inside out . i really need TRUTH . & if you haven't been 'lying' , i'd never become more suspicious as usual . but i respect the fact that there's some things you don't want me to know . i understand . but i really really hope it doesn't hurt me at the end . i mean even as a friend , there's no way to hurt me like that right ? moreover , we still have afew more days tgt . i really hope everything would end soon . so that i can get my sleep & start eating well again . i'm sure you won't wanna see me all bones & sickly right ?
:( though i've said so much , there's still some things i wish i could tell you . my mouth just wouldn't shut up . sigh . i hope the gap will faster close back & let everything goes back to normal . at least , last time i don't think this much & doesn't get bothered this much . i'm really FUSTRATED by everything . NOW .
p.s: i know you shared your most private secret with me .
i really feel 'honoured' in a sense & i really wanna care for you .
i hate to doubt you at times like this .
i wanna believe in everything you said & just scold you for being so silly .
its easy to say i trust you , its a big hurdle for me this time .
i hope you understand my stand as well . please ?
i'm really trying my very very best alr .
even as a friend , i do still wanna have that basic trust in you .
just give me a little time & i'll be fine by sunday i hope .
i'm fucking confused & i just wish i could be put to sleep forever .
its killing me .
Thursday, January 1, 2009 / 12:19 PM
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this guy can you tell him where I am
Some try to hand me money they don't understand
I'm not broke, I'm just a broken hearted girl
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you
Cos if one day you wake up & find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
Policeman says, girl you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If he changes his mind, this is the first place he will go
People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl
There no hole in his shoes
But a big hole in his world
Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
Cos you'll know it's just for you
Cos if one day you wake up & find that your missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move .
p.s: i know its contradicting to my previous posts .
but i'm a human, it does hurts .
& its the second time .
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